i wish that i could talk to people without being judged.
i just want things to go right. i want everything to be perfect.
i'm so distracted and it seems i cant get a thought across my mind without a tear or being afraid that someone will be angry with me.
i thought i had everything figured out. i was wrong.
i want to go on vacation somewhere, just forget about everyone and everything for just a few seconds. it seems that i can't do a single thing without hurting a person, or without them being mad at me.
everyone says that they're here for support but when i try to say what i think or feel its like no rachel, that's wrong.
i feel like im being tormented.